Heartbeat on demand

After telling myself I wasn't going to do it, I changed my mind (for a variety of reasons) and decided to rent a doppler for a month after finding a good deal. It arrived yesterday and I've had fun playing with it so far. Sometimes I'm able to locate the heartbeat very easily, and other times it takes a little longer, but I can already tell I'm more at peace knowing that I can listen for it anytime I want to.

We've starting sharing the news with family and friends this week, and everyone has been thrilled. That's helped me get a little more excited about things, though I'm still pretty reserved when it comes to outwardly showing my excitement. That'll come in time, I know.

Unfortunately, I'm not feeling as good today as I've felt for the past few days. It's still better than even last week, but I just feel an all-around blah, yucky feeling (I can't really describe it any better than that), and I threw up in the shower this morning despite taking my Zofran 40 minutes earlier. But, at least it's Friday, and there's something to be said for that.